???紫???曦??????了?????????久??????久???，???最???後???朝????????????甜???甜?????????，???「???谢???谢??????。???」

    ???有?????????句???话???，???无???论???有??????难???过???，??????都???觉???得???没??????麽???了???。

    ???「??????过???，?????????太??????妃???，???当???医?????????愿???望??????就???无???法???实???现???？???」

    ???「?????????，??????实???现??????。???」???紫???曦???脸????????????定???让??????困???惑???，???接??????来??????话???更???令?????????解???，???「???其???实???，??????和???太??????并???????????????所???见?????????样???。???」????????????也????????????为??????麽?????????苍???尧????????些???。

    ??????麽???意???思???？

    ???「???太??????????????????？???」

    ???「????????????。???」??????摇???摇??????，???「???就?????????????????????，??????和???太?????????????????????，?????????…???…?????????就??????朋???友???一???样???。???」

    ???「??????朋???友???？???」??????还?????????太?????????。

    ???紫???曦???微?????????回???答???，???换???了??????话???题???。

    ???「???苍???尧??????呢???？???愿???意???跟??????谈?????????亲??????吗???？???」??????????????????来???????????话???题?????????伤???痛??????回???忆???，???????????????了???解??????，???当???然???，???若????????????愿???提???起???，??????也?????????b????????。

    ?????????，?????????由???得??????起??????承???德??????墅??????某??????早???晨???，???苍???尧??????梦???里???哭??????唤??????父???母?????????景???，??????模???样???让?????????疼???，?????????过????????????麽???样??????遭???遇???呢???？???原????????????啓???枫???，???啓???枫???却??????用???一??????古???怪?????????????????????。

    ???「?????????事???…???…???还??????让???苍???尧???亲??????告???诉??????吧???，????????????愿???意??????话???。???」

    ???苍???尧????????????，???沉???默???了???一???阵???，???并???非???????????，????????????思???索?????????何?????????。

    ???紫???曦???显???然???误???解???了?????????沉???默???，?????????了??????抱???歉??????微??????。

    ???「??????样???吧???，???等????????????????????随??????来???找??????，?????????乐???意???当?????????听???众???，??????…???…???就???当???作?????????愿???意???让????????????面???前??????泪?????????换???承???诺???吧???。???」???望??????亭???外???皑???皑??????雪???，???紫???曦??????里???闪???过???一???丝???苍???尧???为???查???觉??????光???芒???，????????????苍???尧???微??????，???「??????了???，??????有??????东???西???忘??????母???亲??????墓???前???，???苍???尧??????等??????，?????????拿???了???就???来???。???」

    ???「??????陪?????????…???…???」

    ???「??????用???了???，?????????快???就???回???来???。???」??????????????跑???离???亭??????。

    ???望??????紫???曦??????背???影???，???一???gu???怪???异?????????觉???涌????????????。

    ???为??????麽?????????觉???得???紫???曦???刚???才?????????容???有??????怪???怪??????？

    ???“???啪???！???”

    ???才???正?????????，???一???颗???雪???球???就???毫???无???预???警??????打??????苍???尧?????????。

    ???转???过??????，??????见???紫???曦???就???站?????????远??????，???发??????清???脆?????????声???。

    ??????呆???住???了???，???????????????次???遇???见???紫???曦??????来???，???第???一???次???见??????????????????此???灿???烂???甜????????????容???，???一??????雪????????????站??????雪??????里???，???就?????????俏?????????雪?????????使???。

    ??????怎???麽???????????????紫???曦??????动???？

    ?????????????????????紫???曦??????ai??????越???来???越??????，??????还??????够??????压???抑???住????????????紫???曦????????????吗???？

    ???又???一???颗???雪???球???落???????????????，?????????才???回??????。

    ???「???怎???麽???？???傻???了???吗???？???」???紫???曦?????????，?????????仍???拿??????雪???球???。

    ???拍???拍????????????雪???，???盯??????紫???曦???缓???缓?????????亭??????，???弯??????捞???起???脚??????一???团???雪──

    ?????????就??????麽??????来??????往??????打???起???了???雪???仗???。

    ???此??????此???刻???，?????????都?????????了??????怀?????????。

    ??????麽???皇???室???、???太??????妃?????????份???、???戊???寅???事???变??????y???影???…???…???通???通???都???暂??????抛??????了???脑???後???。

    ??????光???若??????永???远???停??????此???刻???该???有?????????呢???？

    ???宣???和???八??????农???历???一??????初???

    ??????晚???，??????慈???宁???g0ng???结???束???家???宴???後???，???啓???桓???陪??????紫???曦???回??????景???祺???g0ng???。

    ???「??????抱???歉???紫???曦???，??????应???该???先???告???诉??????才??????。???」

    ???一??????景???祺???g0ng???，???紫???曦?????????啓???桓???一???定???有???话??????????????，???因???此??????常??????答???应??????离??????，???等??????屋???里??????剩??????和???啓???桓?????????，???啓???桓???脸??????带??????歉???意??????紫???曦?????。

    ???紫???曦?????????啓???桓???，????????????了??????。

    ???「?????????麽?????，???啓???桓??????，??????一??????终???究?????????来????????????吗???？???」??????记???得??????啓???桓??????约???定???，??????过???由???皇????????????听??????啓???桓???将??????过??????後??????法???国???留???学??????消???息???，???当?????????确???实???愣???住???了???，???若???非?????????反???应???快???表???示???早??????得????????????事???，???啓???桓??????概??????受?????????辈?????????责???备???吧???？

    ?????????，???????????没???错???，???????????????早???就????????????约???定???，?????????没??????亲??????告???诉????????????消???息???，???还?????????临??????前???由???母????????????得??????，?????????有???权???利??????????????????，?????????没???有???，???反??????还??????合??????替????????话???，??????真??????亏???欠????????????。

    ???「???话?????????麽?????没???错???，????????????也???承???诺???过??????，???有??????何???决???定???都??????和??????商???量???，??????????????????尊??????，???然?????????却???没?????????，?????????事????????????错???，??????早???该????????????申???请??????法???国??????就???告???诉??????。???」

    ???「???应???该?????????难?????????吧???？???」???紫???曦???依???旧???保???持???微??????，????????????理???解???，???毕???竟????????????接???????????“????????????法???国???念???书???了???，?????????也????????????始???准???备???离???婚??????事???了???。???”??????样??????话???若???换???作?????????，??????也????????????该??????何?????????吧???？

    ???「??????麽????????????约???定???…???…???」

    ???「???离???婚??????事???也????????????国???前???办?????????吗???？???」?????????啓???桓?????????了??????，???所?????????就???先?????了???。???「??????签???协???议???书???还??????找???见???证??????呢???？???若??????找???见???证??????，?????????找???依???拉???，???啓???桓?????????呢???？??????找???恒???锐???还??????齐???彻??????？???」

    ???「??????，???紫???曦???，?????????先??????离???婚???。???」???啓???桓?????????紫???曦???，???表?????????更???加???带?????????厚??????歉???疚???，???「???等?????????法???国??????後???，?????????有??????和???云???漪??????一???起??????消???息???曝???光?????????一??????，???等??????????????????，???????????????父???皇???提??????和??????离???婚???。???所?????????段???期???间??????仍??????太??????妃???，???紫???曦???????????????一???切?????????来???????????公???平???…???…???」

    ???「???啓???桓??????，??????用?????了???，?????????????????????。???」???紫???曦???一??????清???亮?????????凝???视?????????，???「??????没???有???离???婚?????????形??????，????????????和???云???漪??????国???外??????一???起???????????????了???报???，??????麽??????辈?????????民???众???将??????给???予??????无???限????????????，??????於??????些???责???难???就???由???啓???桓?????????来???承???担???，???让??????彻??????彻???尾??????当??????受???害???者???，??????就???????????????法???，??????吗???？???」

    ???啓???桓???望?????????，???为??????猜??????????????????思???震???动???，????????????打???算???告???诉?????????样??????决???定???其???实???有????????????啓???枫??????提???议???。

    ???「????????????辈??????????????????????????????约???定???，?????????????????????了??????和???云???漪???，??????麽??????将?????????整??????事??????受???害???者???，???让??????承???担???所???有?????????责??????骂??????，????????????所??????为????????????。???」

    ?????????，???若??????此??????被???公??????，??????外???界????????????，???端???庄???娴???淑??????太??????妃???遭??????太?????????背???叛???，???太??????则???远??????国???外???????????????过??????幸???福????????????，????????????见???，????????????外???界??????於???啓???桓??????云???漪??????评???价????????????何???了???。

    ???「???云???漪???应???该????????????吧???？???」

    ???「??????没???告???诉???云???漪???。???」???啓???桓???摇??????。

    ???「???也??????，??????若????????????了???肯???定??????阻???止??????。??????过???，??????突???然??????现??????云???漪??????面???前???，??????肯???定???也??????吓?????????。???」?????????云???漪???惊???愕??????模???样???，????????????住??????了???，?????????也???为???云???漪???将???来???所??????遭???受??????责???难???担??????。

    ???「??????了???解???云???漪???。???」

    ???「??????当???然???。???」???紫???曦??????了??????，???随???即???又???正???se????????，???「???啓???桓??????，???答???应??????一??????事???。???」

    ???紫???曦??????????????????啓???桓???，???「???虽???然??????和???云???漪???????????????间?????????，???????????????真???????????????当??????朋???友???，?????????喜?????????。?????????????????????幸???福??????，????????????份???幸???福???背???後???，????????????样???也??????承???受???所???有???无??????尖???锐??????责???骂???，???尤???其??????云???漪???…???…???其???实?????????事???，???云???漪???又???何???尝?????????受???害???者???呢???？?????????民???众??????????????????一???切???，????????????????????????为???太??????妃?????????，???所??????啓???桓??????，??????一???定???一???定???????????????守???护???云???漪???给???予?????????够????????????守???一?????????力???量???，??????也??????????????????，??????吧???？???」

    ???「??????，????????????。???」????????????和???云???漪??????一???起???，???无???论?????????承???受????????????责???难??????都???愿???意???，??????也??????尽???一???切???守???护???云???漪???，?????????来?????没???有??????何???事??????b??????所???ai????????????离???还???痛???苦??????。

    ???此??????此???刻???，??????真?????????得????????????飞??????云???漪?????????。

    ???原??????，??????预???定???一?????????就??????前???往???法???国???，????????????辈????????????持?????????才???留??????农???历??????後???。

    ?????????後???，???啓???桓???搭???机???前???往???法???国???。

    ???由???於???啓???桓??????紫???曦???并???未???离???婚???，???因???此???紫???曦???仍?????????太??????妃?????????份???住??????g0ng??????。

    ???「????????????啓???桓??????见??????云???漪???了???没???？???」

    ???啓???桓??????法???国??????第???九??????，???紫???曦??????依???拉??????约???见???面???。

    ???「???应???该???见??????了???吧???。???」???依???拉?????????，???「??????敢???赌???，???太??????殿??????一??????法???国???肯???定???连???休???息???都???没???有???就???跑??????奥??????利???见???云???漪???。???」

    ???「??????真?????????替???云???漪?????????，???也???替??????担???忧???。???」???紫???曦???面???带???微??????，??????里???却???带??????淡???淡???忧???虑???，???「???????????????，?????????遇?????????麽???ai??????肯???为??????牺???牲???一???切???，???连???皇???位???都????????????啓???桓??????。???担???忧?????????，???将???来?????????所??????面????????????言???蜚???语???，???希???望????????????够??????定??????度???过??????未?????????责???难?????????。???」

    ???「?????????，?????????一???定????????????面?????????，??????也?????????????????????选???择???，??????就??????替?????????担??????了???。???」???依???拉?????????紫???曦???，???「?????????，??????现??????应???该???为???????????????打???算???才??????。???」

    ???紫???曦??????依???拉???望?????????????????????，????????????依???拉??????意???思???，??????摇??????微??????。

    ???「???现??????，??????还????????????太??????妃??????角???se???，???等??????正???式???和???啓???桓??????离???婚???後???，??????就??????离??????g0ng???廷???，??????回???董???鄂???紫???曦???，???????????????就?????????朝????????????成???为???医?????????理??????前??????。???」

    ???「???才????????????样???呢???。???」???依???拉????????，???「???紫???曦??????????????????意???思??????，?????????????????????也??????清???楚???，??????吧???，???或???许???当???局???者???迷???，??????麽???就???由??????来???告???诉??????，???紫???曦?????????幸???福???呢???？???????????????也???该???追???求????????????幸???福???了???？???」

    ?????????幸???福???？

    ???依???拉???????????当???然?????????。

    ?????????????????????友???、???妹???妹???都???有????????????si??????塌?????????另???一???半???，??????又???何???尝?????????追???求??????样????????????呢???？

    ??????现???????????????混?????????迷???惘??????，??????忘??????了???啓???枢??????，???????????????里??????另???一??????角???落???，???又???似???乎???为???另???一??????男???孩???动??????，?????????男???孩???????????????，???正??????苍???尧???。

    ???「???????????????，??????还??????确???定????????????真????????????有??????觉???，???还??????????????????当???成???啓???枢??????，???毕???竟???苍???尧??????苍???尧???，??????????????????当??????啓???枢?????????影??????，??????样???????????????公???平??????。???」

    ???「?????????苍???尧???才??????真???实??????活????????????????????????，???难?????????真??????活?????????啓???枢???阿?????????回???忆???里???？??????样???吧???，???????????????????????????觉???厘???清???，??????找??????机????????????里??????话???告???诉???苍???尧???，????????????????????????有????????????。???紫???曦???，??????也???希???望?????????够???幸???福???。???」

    ???来??????奥??????利??????近???半??????，???每??????每??????，???云???漪???都????????????思???念??????啓???桓???，????????????啓???桓???也??????样??????念?????????。??????喜??????弹???琴???，???因???此???课???余??????间?????????乎???都??????弹???钢???琴???，???藉???由???弹???琴???来???抒???发??????思???念???啓???桓????????????。

    ?????????，???一?????????往???，???云???漪??????钢???琴???教???室???练???琴???，???旋???律???悠???扬???唯??????，???还???带??????淡???淡??????哀???愁???、???微???微??????思???念???，??????一??????弹??????，??????里???脑???海???里???都???浮???现???啓???桓??????面???容???。

    ???“???啓???桓???，???????????????，??????听???得??????????????????思???念???吗???？???????????希???望???化???成???羽???，???飞??????????????????。??????麽???，??????也???将????????????思???念???化???成???一???串???串???音???符???，???随???风???飘????????????耳???里???，??????听??????了???吗???？?????????????????????思???念??????。???”

    ???云???漪????????????断???呼???唤??????，???彷???若??????此???就??????随??????音???乐???飘???????????????。

    ?????????弹???了??????久???，???优??????琴???声???了??????来???，???望??????琴???键???，???云???漪???幽???幽???叹???了?????????，???伸??????准???备???收???起???琴???谱???，????????????角???余???光???瞄??????黑???亮??????钢???琴???里???倒???映???了?????????影???，??????猛???一???回??????，???望?????????後?????????站???了??????久?????????，???????????????顿??????加???速???，???起?????????敢????????????望?????????前?????????…???…

    ???「???啓???桓???…???…???真????????????吗???？???」??????喃???喃????????，?????????为?????????场???梦???。

    ???啓???桓???也????????????，?????????就??????麽???痴???痴?????????了??????久???，???最???後???，???啓???桓???朝???云???漪?????????，???张?????????臂???将???云???漪????????????拥??????怀??????。

    ???「?????????，???云???漪?????????，??????来???了???，??????次???无???论??????何??????都????????????和????????????了???。???」

    ???「???啓???桓???…???…???」

    ??????????????????拥??????，??????半??????，???云???漪???才???抬???起??????来?????????。

    ???「???啓???桓???，??????怎???麽???来???了???？??????就??????样???来???没??????题???吗???？???」?????????啓???桓???，??????????????????激???动???，?????????另???一???方???面???却???也?????????住???担??????起???来???。???「???紫???曦?????????吗???？???」

    ???「??????麽???都????????????。???」???啓???桓???柔???声????????，???「?????????????????????，??????????????????未???来???，???其?????????事???都?????????。??????ai??????，???云???漪???，?????????跟?????????一???起???，??????????????????受???没???有???????????????，??????呢???？???还?????????和?????????离???吗???？???」

    ???云???漪?????????泪?????????凝???望??????，??????????????????跟??????一???样???，???也???无???法?????????受???没???有???彼???此????????????，???於??????轻???声???回???答???，???「???没???有???????????????，??????过???得???一??????意???义???也???没???有???。???」

    ???听??????云???漪??????回???答???，???啓???桓??????里??????万?????????舍???，???更???????????????拥?????????，??????????????????发?????????麽???事???，????????????辈??????????????????了???。

    ???「??????哈???，??????算??????考???完???了???！???」???教???室???里???，??????完???试???卷??????依???拉??????????????????。

    ??????於????????????学?????????来?????，????????????课???业???最???繁??????考???试???最?????????一??????学???期???，???才???刚??????学??????第????????????期???，???就??????面???临???模???拟???考???，???也???因???此???寒???假????????????来?????其???实???也?????????放???松??????????????????，?????????更?????????利???用?????????假???期???猛k???书???，???所?????????考???完??????场???模???拟???考???，??????家???才?????????轻???松???了???些???。

    ???「???紫???曦???，?????????放???假???，?????????一???起??????逛???逛???，???应???该???…???…?????????吧???？???」

    ???「??????了???。???」???紫???曦??????了??????，???「??????有??????累???，??????回??????休???息???，??????且????????????兰???熙????????????，???晚??????还??????替??????庆???祝???呢???。???」

    ???最???近????????????为??????麽???紫???曦??????常?????????疲???倦???、???全??????无???力???，???昨???晚???原?????????将????????????考??????科???目??????复???习???一???遍???才???睡???，??????真?????????太???累???了???，???所??????????????????便??????床???睡???了???。???原??????为???早???一??????睡???隔?????????b???较???有???jg??????，????????????早??????起???来???，??????还??????觉???得??????累???，???靳???常??????见??????脸???se???苍??????，???劝????????????请???假??????g0ng???里???休???息???，??????注??????学???业????????????????????????????????????请???病???假??????。???因???此???带??????疲???惫??????堪?????????t???，???紫???曦???仍?????????学???校???参???加???考???试???。

    ???「???紫???曦???，?????????起???来??????确?????????糟???糕???。???」???依???拉?????????才???打???量??????紫???曦???削???瘦???苍?????????脸???，???才???刚???过???完??????，???每?????????就???算??????增??????一??????公???斤???，?????????面???se??????起???来???都??????红??????喜??????，???若?????????紫???曦??????为???太??????妃???，??????还?????????为???紫???曦?????????过??????期???间???被???nve???待???了???呢???。

    ???「??????哪?????????舒???服???？???有???让???g0ng???里??????御???医??????吗???？???」

    ???「???前?????????有??????医???院???，???小??????冒?????????，???休???息????????????就??????了???。???」

    ???「???????????????让???g0ng???里?????????辈???担??????吧???？???」??????为???紫???曦??????????????????妹????????????当???假??????，???紫???曦?????????思??????怎???麽?????????了???解???？???「???有??????医??????就??????，??????就???赶???快???回??????休???息???吧???。???」

    ???回??????g0ng???里???，??????来?????????接???就???睡???，???然??????一?????????还??????吃???药???，???就???算??????没???胃??????还??????吩???咐???靳???常??????准???备???了???粥???，???就??????样???，???吃???完???午???餐???和???药???，???紫???曦???赶?????????床???休???息???。????????????兰???熙????????????，???晚??????还??????替??????庆??????呢???。

    ???「?????????起???来??????糟???糕???吗???？???」??????约???六?????????，???紫???曦??????了???过???来???，???望??????镜??????里??????张???憔???悴??????脸???，?????????靳???常??????。

    ???「???娘???娘???，???您????????????还???有??????麽??????方??????舒???服???？???还??????让???微???臣??????请???御???医???来?????????吧???。???」

    ???「????????????，??????用???麻???烦???御???医???了???。???」???紫???曦???摇???摇??????，???其???实??????还??????有???些???疲???倦???，????????????药???效???还???没???退???吧???？

    ???「???靳???常??????，?????????画???得???有???jg?????????，????????????兰???熙????????????，????????????还???让??????替??????担??????。???」

    ???「??????，???娘???娘???。???」???靳???常??????恭???敬???回??????，??????里???却??????免???为???紫???曦???担??????，?????????脸???se??????起???来??????麽???差???，??????且???近???来??????慾???也???????????????，?????????次??????都??????请???御???医???来??????却???被???紫???曦???拒???绝???，??????????????医???院??????过???医??????无???须???劳???烦???g0ng?????????御???医???，???也?????????惊???动??????辈??????，??????样?????????况??????将???近???半????????????了???，???靳???常????????????若??????紫???曦?????????形???仍???未??????转???，??????还????????????太??????娘???娘???禀???报??????。

    ???打???扮???完???成???後???，???紫???曦???独??????来??????未???央???g0ng???，??????成???为???皇???室???准???媳???妇??????兰???熙???有???太?????????特???许????????????常?????????g0ng???廷???。

    ???兰???熙???见??????紫???曦???，???就?????????小???nv???孩???似????????????跑??????前??????拉??????紫???曦???。

    ???「???姊???姊???，?????????算???来???了???…???…???」

    ???「??????称???呼???太??????妃???娘???娘???才??????，???兰???熙???格???格???。???」???未???央???g0ng?????????常??????提?????????。

    ???「???没???关???系??????，???毕???竟??????亲???姊???妹???。???」???紫???曦???微???????????????常????????，????????????兰???熙???，???「??????过?????????辈?????????面???前???就????????????麽???称???呼???了???喔???。???」

    ???「??????，???太??????妃???娘???娘???。???」

    ??????晚???，???兰???熙??????????????????，???有???最???疼?????????姊???姊??????ai?????????啓???枫???陪??????度???过?????????，???????????????六??????来???最???最?????????、???最???最???难???忘????????????了???，??????真??????觉???得????????????幸???福???。

    ?????????兰???熙???脸????????????幸???福?????????容???，???紫???曦???确???实?????????替??????????????????，???????????????怎???麽??????，???????????????没???来???由????????????一???gu???空????????????失???落??????，?????????为??????麽???呢???？

    ???环???顾??????周???，???突???然??????起???了???啓???枢??????。

    ?????????未???央???g0ng??????前??????啓???枢???和???啓???枫???一???起???住?????????方???吧???？

    ?????????，?????????目???光???移??????啓???枫???後???方??????柜??????，????????????摆???了???许??????照???片???，???其??????一???张???正??????啓???枢???和???啓???枫???童????????????合???照???，?????????禁???盯?????????张???照???片?????????了???。

    ???照???片???里??????小???啓???枢??????得????????????，???一???旁??????小???啓???枫???跟???啓???枢??????起???来?????????，??????乎???就??????亲???兄??????，???????????????了???啓???枢?????????容???，???若?????????起???来???肯???定?????????b???啓???枢???更??????ai??????孩??????。

    ???啓???枢??????…???…

    ???望?????????张???小???啓???枢??????yan???光???般??????容??????照???片???，???紫???曦??????脑???海???里??????由???得???浮???现????????????苍???尧??????雪??????里???打???雪???仗?????????景???，?????????苍???尧??????难???得????????????容???，???????????????觉??????将???苍???尧??????小???啓???枢??????容???貌??????叠???，?????????…???…???真????????????…???…

    ???一???gu???倦???意???又???涌???了??????来???，???怎???麽???回???事???？?????????午???睡???得??????够???吗???？

    ??????来??????还??????早??????回???景???祺???g0ng???休???息??????了???，??????一???定?????????????????????假???期???让???????????????t??????起???来???，??????次???抱???病???参???加???模???拟???考???，?????????清???楚???成???绩???肯???定??????理??????，??????过???一?????????就??????第??????次??????模???拟???考???，??????一???定????????????让?????????退???步???。

    ???离??????未???央???g0ng???，???或???许??????阵???阵???冷???风???让???紫???曦???提???起???了???些???许???jg??????，?????????间???苍???尧???朝??????迎???面??????来???，???望??????苍???尧???，????????????没???来???由??????一??????，???依???拉??????话???突???然?????????耳??????响???起???。

    ???“????????????????????????觉???厘???清???，??????找??????机????????????里??????话???告???诉???苍???尧???，????????????????????????有????????????。???”

    ???「???苍???尧???。???」

    ???叫???住???了???正?????????未???央???g0ng??????苍???尧???，??????缓???缓???转???过??????面?????????，?????????却???低???低???????????????。

    ???「???怎???麽???了???？???」?????????语??????恭???敬??????冷???淡???。

    ???为??????麽?????????样???？??????从?????????一???起??????探??????母???亲??????墓???後???，??????就????????????见?????????，???即???使???见??????面?????????也???没???????????句???话???，??????觉??????苍???尧???若???有???似???无????????????保???持???距???离???，???为??????麽???呢???？??????原??????为???经???过?????????，?????????????????????更???加???亲???近???，??????没?????????反??????距???离??????渐???渐???拉???远???。

    ???「?????????聊???聊??????吗???？???」

    ?????????病???了???吗???？???怎???麽???脸???se??????起???来??????麽???差???，??????也???瘦???了???一??????圈???？

    ????????????此???瘦???弱???憔???悴??????紫???曦???，???????????????疼???，???却???又??????让??????????????????显?????????来???，???毕???竟??????没?????????立???场???。??????????????????雪??????里???打???雪???仗???，??????真???????????????，??????乎???就??????忘???了?????????“???佟???苍???尧???”?????????份???，???为???了??????让????????????有???失??????理???智??????机??????，???因???此??????选???择???远???离???紫???曦???。

    ???「???苍???尧???，??????…???…??????和??????聊???聊???，???就????????????，???无???论??????何??????都???希???望???????????????回???避??????吗???？???」

    ???紫???曦???一????????????盈???盈??????凝???望?????????，???苍???尧???也????????????望??????，???????????????禁???一???震???，???????????????麽???????????????恐???怕??????无???法??????克???制??????????????????了???。

    ???「?????????先???跟????????一??????故???事???，??????愿???意???听???吗???？???」

    ?????????紫???曦????????????，??????整???颗????????????觉???揪???了???起???来???。

    ???「????????吧???，??????听???。???」????????????，???轻???声?????。

    ???「???曾???经???，???有??????男???孩??????一??????nv???孩???承???诺???，???????????????後?????????成???为????????????妻??????，?????????没?????????，???男???孩??????给???nv???孩???承???诺??????久???後???，???因???为???一???场???意???外??????失???踪???，?????????仍???了???无???音???讯???。?????????nv???孩???还??????一???????????????承???诺???放????????????，??????始???终?????????，??????有???一???????????????见????????????男???孩???。???」???紫???曦?????????苍???尧???，???停???顿???了???一??????，???苍???尧???则?????????????????????敢?????????，???因???为???????????????所????????。

    ???「?????????，???nv???孩???最???近???有??????烦???恼???。???」???紫???曦???继???续?????，???「??????似???乎??????另???一??????男???孩???动??????了???，???烦???恼?????????，??????无???法???厘???清????????????真???????????????男???孩???动??????，???还??????…???…??????????????????男???孩???当???成???给??????承???诺????????????男???孩??????影??????，???因???为??????觉???得???????????????，????????????也??????????????????男???孩???当???成???影??????，??????样???????????????公???平??????，???????????吗???？???苍???尧???。???」

    ???紫???曦???仍?????????g???g??????盯??????苍???尧???。

    ??????还?????????逃???避???吗???？

    ?????????让???紫???曦??????此???挣???扎???，?????????愿???让??????受??????伤???害???，???却???还??????令??????伤??????难???过???了???，??????怎???麽???????????????见??????为???了?????????烦???恼???伤??????？?????????更????????????见??????受??????无?????????责???难???，???无???论???????????????麽??????份???和?????????一???起???，???紫???曦???都??????遭??????许??????难???堪??????评???论???，???毕???竟???????????????国???家??????太??????妃???。

    ??????底???该???怎???麽??????才?????????让?????????此???难???过???？??????底???该???怎???麽??????才?????????让??????受??????无????????????责???？???若????????????，??????当???然???也?????????顾???一???切??????ai??????。

    ???「?????????无???法???遗???忘???，???就???永???远?????????留?????????里???吧???，???????????????男???孩???真??????ai??????，?????????理???解??????。???」

    ???「??????吗???？???苍???尧???，????????????麽??????为??????吗???？???」

    ???苍???尧?????????????????话???，??????里???却???写??????了???肯???定???。

    ???「??????麽???，??????????????????????????男???孩??????谁???吗???？???」??????决???定???，???就???????????????????????????里??????话???都???告???诉??????，???无???论???结????????????何???。

    ???「???苍???尧???，?????????烦???恼??????nv???孩???就?????????，???给??????承???诺??????男???孩??????啓???枢???阿??????，????????????令?????????动??????男???孩???…???…???就?????????，???苍???尧???。???」

    ???「???紫???曦???…???…???」??????x1?????????，???平???稳????????????断??????动?????????，???却???也???意???识???????????????努???力??????克???制????????????堤???防?????????始???渐???渐???崩???解???，???「??????应???该?????????，??????????????????一???起???，??????将??????受??????无???法???????????????责???…???…???」

    ???「????????????乎???。???」????????，???也????????????为??????麽???，?????????泪??????彷???佛??????受???控???制???一???滴???滴??????从??????里???坠???落???，???「???从???嫁???给???啓???桓??????起??????就???????????????迟???早??????面???临??????一????????????来???，???一?????????来??????为???了??????麽??????活???？???为???了??????父???亲???????????????nv??????、???众????????????完?????????太??????妃???？?????????，?????????虚???荣??????，????????????让???每????????????见??????完?????????一???面???。??????????????????里???也??????有??????追???求??????，?????????叛???逆???一???次???，???为???了????????????幸???福???，???就???叛???逆??????麽???一???次???，???无???论??????付?????????麽???样??????代???价???。???」

    ?????????就???算???没???有???苍???尧???，??????还????????????啓???桓???离???婚???，????????????里???无???法???忘???怀???啓???枢???，???现??????又?????????动???了??????，?????????来????????才??????无???b??????煎???熬???。

    ????????????样??????紫???曦???，???????????????痛???，?????????间???，?????????堤???防??????溃???堤???声?????????脑???海???里???轰???然???作???响???，???此???刻???????????????也???无???法???抑???止??????????????????，????????????抱???住???紫???曦???，??????麽??????份???、??????麽???艰???困??????未???来???都???抛??????了???脑???後???，???此??????此???刻??????????????????拥???住?????????为???了?????????烦???意?????????苦???恼???nv???孩???。

    ???「??????哭???了???，???紫???曦???，????????????样????????????疼???，??????????????????里???有???许?????????????????苦???恼???，???都????????????错???，?????????该???让?????????麽???痛???苦???。?????????有???些???事??????现??????真??????无???法???????????，???给??????一?????????间??????吗???？???现???????????????????????，???就??????往???後???无???论???发?????????麽???事???，???都???有??????陪??????一???起???面??????，??????希???望???????????????让????????????麽???难???过???了???，??????吗???？???」

    ???抬??????望??????苍???尧???，???晶???莹??????泪???珠???仍??????脸?????????落???，??????於???苍???尧??????话??????似???懂???非???懂???，???却???也???无???力??????细??????。

    ???「???????????????????????????挣???扎???？??????…???…???无???法???忘???了???啓???枢??????…???…???」

    ???「?????????忘???了??????，?????????忘???了?????????令??????痛???苦???，???就??????忘???了??????。???」

    ?????????苍???尧???，?????????将?????????啓???枢?????????叠??????影??????又??????度???浮???现???，???为??????麽????????????????????????告???诉???苍???尧???後????????????没???有??????释??????负?????????觉???，???反??????觉???得??????苍???尧??????抱???歉???。?????????听???完?????????话???，???苍???尧???因???为?????????成???为???啓???枢?????????影??????????????????悦???，???或???许??????还?????????有??????样?????????觉???。???然??????苍???尧?????????安?????????，???还???更???????????????忘???了???啓???枢???。

    ???紫???曦???现???????????????更???迷???惘???了???。

    ???苍???尧???就??????麽???静???静??????陪??????紫???曦???，?????????完???全???没???发???现???，???????????????後???一??????有?????????睛???盯????????????。

    ??????????????????锐???利???还???带??????狡???猾?????????，???若??????????????????还????????????，???????????????主??????肯???定??????得???意????????????声???来???。

    ???“???呵???呵???，???亲???ai??????堂??????，??????回?????????算???无???法??????隐???藏??????????????????了???吧???。???“

    ???「???就??????给??????吧???，???老??????，?????????太???????????????昏???倒???吧???？???」

    ???未???央???g0ng??????，???接???过???啓???枫??????给??????一???包???资???料???袋??????昱???翔???怪???叫??????。